Have just spent a lazy morning reading the paper and drinking a large coffee. Whilst reading the "Review" section of the paper, came across a review of a new book "Their Darkest Hour: People Tested to the Extreme in World War Two" by Laurence Rees. The book, it would seem looks at both those who showed exceptionary bravery, and those who became, what could best be described as monsters.

Must admit, ever since I was a child, I've always had a morbid fascination about this subject. I could always be found in the War section at libraries or bookshops, perusing books that cover survivor stories or personal accounts. It's one of the main reasons I ended up studying History at University. What fascinates me is what is it about war that can make people committ horrendous acts? Besides those who actually committ the acts, there are also those who are aware of what is happening, but do nothing. And then there are the few, that are prepared to stand up and do something. But if you think about it, the majority of people don't. I don't wish to judge anyone and whenever I read the various accounts, I always find myself asking "what would I have done?"; "how would I have reacted?" I honestly don't know, or is it I don't want to know the answer to those questions?

I've just thought back to my childhood in South Africa, during which time, horrendous acts were being committed as well. OK, I was a child at the time, and it was only in my late teens that I became aware of some of the stuff that was going on. (Now I sound like I'm making excuses!) When I was old enough to vote, I voted for the "left wing" party rather than support the National Party. Went against my parents wishes by attending University of Cape Town - the first university to go multi-racial. But then I left the country. Whilst I was at University, I was too scared to take part in any mass demonstrations but many people did. So, does that mean even now, as an adult, I'd do things on the edges but ultimately be part of the majority that hope someone else would put a stop to it??

Quite a soul searching question isn't it? And, if you're really honest with yourself, would you be happy with your answer?

Think I'll be purchasing another book to add to my already bulging bookshelf.